Randomz :)

hey hey posting again.
omgg, it's been so long since I've,
and when I mean long...it's long!
so school had started and I seriously hate my new class.
Can go eat shit. So lonely.
But I'm only concentrating on studies.
So I don't give a shit.
And I seriously don't know what to post anymore.
Byee.

4 more day! (:

Hello :)
Currently doing hand-made keychains.
Also don't know for what,
also not making blogshop or anything.
But I just love doing them :D
But I just pricked my fingers,
and sleep for 100 years(LOL)
Damn pain, the blood was like. Eww!
Here's a peep of what I've done:

Omg, my phone cam quality sucks T.T
Haha, I've already iron the beads together a few weeks back.
I just did the keychain.
It may sound easy but it's not.
Haha i almost give up.
So band today was...SHIOKK :)
Had sectionals today.
But I wanted full band. ):
He came with his girl.
At least we made eye contact.
Haha crazyy bro ._.
You're so not going to affect me, haha xP
I'm so damn happy. Haha high :P
Tomorrow my bro's(real bro) birthday!
But I got band ):
gahh :X My bday never buy me present. tsk!!
Mum discharge today (:
But must go back review.
So happy this week. (:
Omgg 2011 is in 4 days.
I'm count-downing, LOL.
Haha hopefully it's a better year than 2010 :P
I'm excited for next year (:
New class, new friends, new subjects, new goals, new dreams.
Everything NEW! :P
hopefully I won't screw up again (:
Shitt, I needa sleep ): it's 11:19pm alr :O
so up till here,
Byee (:

-Jas

Memories... (:

Hey hey,
posting again :)
Went to visit mum at hospital just now.
She's okayz ;)
But need to stay till tomorrow when the medical results are out.
I got band tomorrow, so can't go visit her tomorrow. :(
current feeling: Nervous, sad, happy...excited. LOL
Nervous because I don't to see him with his girl.
Sad because I don't want to see the lovey dovey stuff they do,
as well as other people saying how compatible they both are.
Happy because Mr Wong is proud of us. :)
Excited because we'll be starting on new stuff ;)
So tomorrow = MIXED FEELINGS, damn :S
Now my lips still swollen. ):
it's red :/
I seriously don't want him to affect me.
No! I can't let him affect me!
But I'm not that sad, anyways.
Not because I don't love him.
To be frank, I love him more than TRZ.
But the reason I'm not sad is because I've got a reason to smile.
I'm more mature now. :)
The reason I'm smiling is because he's happy.
At first before he was attached I didn't have the courage to do so.
But now he's attached, I can't help feeling happy for him :D
Haha maybe I'm crazyy.
But somewhere inside tells me that's the right thing to do.
Haha ;)
I need to focus on studies next years.
Ohh yeahh, I watch Rapunzel with bro a few weeks ago and I love one of the songs in it.
Haha decided to post it up here :)

Rapunzel- I see the light



I've also added tracks on my blog.
Some songs were like my relationship between me and him.
Yeahh the one that was composed by Taylor Swift.
titled Back to December.
But I would renamed it back to July for my case.
Haha. but we can't change time,
so I'll accept the consequences of him having a change of heart.
If we're not meant to be then we're not meant to be.
At least I still have the memories that we shared,
The texts that made me happy,
made me sad and crying.
The one time we went out together (:
Haha memories...
I'll just take the memories that is mine to keep
and leave the future unknown.
Haha omg chimm ._.
Up till here,
omgg, long post.
Haha just don't get bored ;)
byeee.

Lips swollen );

Back to blogging.
Yesterday's performance was a great success.
I'm so proud of myself. :D
But my lips swollen,
Play too much already ):
Mummy now in A&E for observation.
Worried sick.
I chanted half an hour for her already.
Hope she's fine now.
I'm going to do hw today.
But I don't know do which one.
I finish chemistry and Math.
Omgg I forgot where i put my Math hw ):
so up till here for now.
off to homeworks.
Bye.

Crazy crazy! :S

Okayy I post one damn short post
Cuz I need to rush for rehearsal!
Hope today rehearsal will be a great sucess ;P
Tomorrow will be actual day at SIS.
Idk why I don't feel so much for that person already.
Is it good or bad? idk ._.
But I wan him as a bro, LOL.
Haha. I'm crazy now. xP
Brother is better than bf.
Cuz bf hurts :p
So wish me well in today's rehearsal.
up till here :)
Bye. (;

-Jas

First post - Fresh start.

Hi. Have started blogging.
Don't know for what reason. ):
Damn moody today.
I feel so stupid.
He just got into a relationship with some girl yesterday.
Wow. :/
And 20mins before he posted that r/s status on FB,
We're still chatting. Ironic isn't it?
So now I know all the while I'd deluded myself.
Maybe I was confuse at that point of time and when I found him,
He's not mine anymore.
Maybe it's fated.
At least he's happy now (:
Now I only hope I could get over him asap.
I give myself max 4mths!
Okayy skip skip abt the sad sad stuff.
Today was boring max ):
I finish chemistry, WB half :S
Hopefully tmr will be better.
will be having rehearsal at SIS.
I skip last week's rehearsal, hope I'll remember the formation.
hmm, we just chat,
i requested for us to be bro and sis (:
Maybe it's a way of letting myself breathe
I kinda felt free since his heart is taken by someone else.
hmm maybe I'm crazy.
It's like it's not that you don't like him but just want him to be happy.
Maybe it's easier thinking it this way. (:
Gahh, even i myself also don't know myself. :x
okayy end here for now.
Byee.

-Jas