Memories... (:

Hey hey,
posting again :)
Went to visit mum at hospital just now.
She's okayz ;)
But need to stay till tomorrow when the medical results are out.
I got band tomorrow, so can't go visit her tomorrow. :(
current feeling: Nervous, sad, happy...excited. LOL
Nervous because I don't to see him with his girl.
Sad because I don't want to see the lovey dovey stuff they do,
as well as other people saying how compatible they both are.
Happy because Mr Wong is proud of us. :)
Excited because we'll be starting on new stuff ;)
So tomorrow = MIXED FEELINGS, damn :S
Now my lips still swollen. ):
it's red :/
I seriously don't want him to affect me.
No! I can't let him affect me!
But I'm not that sad, anyways.
Not because I don't love him.
To be frank, I love him more than TRZ.
But the reason I'm not sad is because I've got a reason to smile.
I'm more mature now. :)
The reason I'm smiling is because he's happy.
At first before he was attached I didn't have the courage to do so.
But now he's attached, I can't help feeling happy for him :D
Haha maybe I'm crazyy.
But somewhere inside tells me that's the right thing to do.
Haha ;)
I need to focus on studies next years.
Ohh yeahh, I watch Rapunzel with bro a few weeks ago and I love one of the songs in it.
Haha decided to post it up here :)

Rapunzel- I see the light



I've also added tracks on my blog.
Some songs were like my relationship between me and him.
Yeahh the one that was composed by Taylor Swift.
titled Back to December.
But I would renamed it back to July for my case.
Haha. but we can't change time,
so I'll accept the consequences of him having a change of heart.
If we're not meant to be then we're not meant to be.
At least I still have the memories that we shared,
The texts that made me happy,
made me sad and crying.
The one time we went out together (:
Haha memories...
I'll just take the memories that is mine to keep
and leave the future unknown.
Haha omg chimm ._.
Up till here,
omgg, long post.
Haha just don't get bored ;)
byeee.